| i apparently do not know how to take it how it is.
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| Its not that I countlessly disappoint you to be mean or condesending...
I do it to prove to you that I'm not there for you anymore..I'm unreliable..and I'm not your friend. As much as I try, you always bring me back to the place where I don't want to be. It angers me... it makes me just want you to completely...utterly...forget my face and my ever existence.
Because I WANT YOU TO KNOW...thats there is a better person for you out there... and her name is not mine...her face is not what you see...and I'm not the voice that echos through you head
I will continuously act shady for you to get this through your head. Its old. I'm in the new.
the new eventually becomes to the old...
and that becomes the past...
so keep it there.
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| I think my xanga needs some contruction and a little more color then just black and white.
my question of the week was.."what am I passionate about."...because everyone is passionate about something right?
the only thing i know im passionate about is love...everything about the concept of it
the way someone looks at someone the attraction the body language... the way it makes your mind go insane...
...someone i need to convert that into my job...any takers? |
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